aniwae.. yupx.. lk da ke lian glass.. my brain is flooded w thots n more thots n more thots..
i m nt sb so li hai.... under da shadows of my sisters.. dat's wat most younger siblings will sae.. alwaes hidden.. if u ask mi do i wish to score better dan my sis.. my reply will b of coz.. it hurts nt to b recognized.. it hurts nt to b dat clever.. n sumore i haf no talents.. both my sis dcan play vball.. wat can i do? i cant even catch a damn ball.. i haf no pitch.. i cant sing.. honest speakin.. da desire of makin my mama feels proud of mi is da one which pushed mi to sutdy.. i wan score gd grades.. for myself.. if i score gd grades.. my sis sae it's nth.. it hurts.. alot.. da high expectations.. i hope i can reach.. i seriously do.. i pick a different path.. i will continue it.. no matter wat.. tho it hurts dat u din reach da expectations.. it hurts even more wen deir expectations drop till ridiculously standards.. v. painful.. i dunno.. i wil jia you.. @ least 3As.. n @ leat a B3 for gp.. m i insane? mayb i m.. mayb i havent been sane since dunno wen..
oh yarhx.. below is my shoppin list!
shopping list. =)
2. necklace
3. mp3 pouch
4. headphone or earphone
5. wallet [saw one.. v. v. nice.. 100+.. -.-]
6. hp
7. watch [swatch?]
8. specs
9. one pair of black flats.
10. one pair of white/silver heels.
11. birkenstocks
12. clothes.
13. digi cam [w my sis]
